It’s a brand new year and yet everything still seems like a blur to me. I have mixed feelings about 2012. It must be because this is gonna be a big year for me. When I say “big,” I’m not referring to success (though it won’t hurt if I get a bit lucky and become successful this year!). I’m actually talking about the changes that are gonna happen in my life.
First, I am getting married this year. My world is gonna turn upside down, but hopefully it’ll be for the better (right, Mr. Fiancé?). I’m very optimistic about that. Next, I won’t be the breadwinner of my family anymore. I will miss this title. It’s like something is gonna be taken away from me. I know I can depend on my brother to take on the responsibilities attached to the role but somehow, I am feeling a tinge of sadness. It must be because I know I’ll be missing my family (physically and emotionally) the moment I step out of our home to live with my new husband.
Before I entertain these mixed feelings that are starting to make me depressed and happy at the same time, I wanna voice out my gratitude to the one above for all the blessings I have received last year. I really can’t ask for more. I am the happiest because I am surrounded with my family and loved ones who, like me, are grateful for the graces and bounty that we have been enjoying until now.
This 2012, I wish us all a life full of hope, love, joy, happiness and meaning. God is really great! 🙂
2 Replies to “Happy 2012!”
Happy new year! Oooh.. you’re getting married this year already… that is exciting!!!
Happy New Year! Yep, this year na kaya sobrang busy ang mga paparating na araw. Thanks! 🙂